[Written in June of 2010, for some reason this post has remained unpublished until discovered this week.]
In June of 2010 I was honored to be asked to represent, along with David Banville, the
recent set of American Fulbrighters to have spent time here in Romania.
I shall try to describe simply what the experience has meant to me.
First, Fulbright Romania was the cause of the last enthusiastic words of
approval that I received from my father, Dugald (Mac) McDougall. I was
visiting Mac in his Florida home in June of 2007, as at age 91 he was
preparing himself for his imminent death. When I mentioned the Fulbright
project to my Dad, he said, "Romania! Oh my God, son, isn't that
wonderful?"
So for me the Fulbright began as a blessed experience, and so it has remained.
I knew only a little about this country before coming here: only that it
had been through great hardships under Communism, and that it was known
still as among Europe's poorer nations, economically, but that it had
recently entered the European Union. I also knew that my Plymouth State
University and Universitatea Babeș-Bolyai had a cooperative agreement,
and that a few of my colleagues had been to Cluj, and described it as a
beautiful city.
Beyond that, I knew I had a lot to learn. What has since transpired has
led to a transformation in my self-image, as much as to an increase in
my understanding of Romania.
I discovered in Romania that my style of teaching was appreciated, even
though unconventional in its pedagogy of case study and class
discussions, rather than theory and lectures. I learned that the UBB
Englishline students were well-taught and broadly exposed to classic
literature, to ancient history, and more mathematically competent than
most of my American students. I relearned the art of walking. I walked
and walked, and suffered painfully as a result from arthritis and from
plantar faciitis, but endured to walk still more. I toured in my car,
Klaus, from the Prut River Valley to Calafat on the Danube, from Satu
Mare to Constanţa. and from Oradea to Iaşi. I saw Romania's beauty,
its diversity, and observed its rapid modernization.
I contacted my wife and our four grown children, and urged them to come
to see Romania before the modernization had gone too far, for the charm
of Old Europe is alive and well in this country, and one of Romania's
greatest opportunities and challenges will be to grow economically
without losing that charm. Shirl spent March, 2009, with me in Cluj, and three of our four children were able to come for a
nine-day visit in April of that year.
Fulbright has given me an opportunity to meet many Romanians on both
personal and professional levels. I treasure the friendships I have now
with my former students and with my colleagues, as well as with the
staff here at Fulbright Romania.
The Fulbright experience has given my life new interest, and provided a
new purpose that I do not yet fully understand. But, without a
Fulbright grant, and in spite of the recent national salary cuts for
faculty, I will again be teaching in Cluj in October of 2010. So, the
effects of my Fulbright year are ongoing.
How has the Fulbright experience changed my life? In the words of an
old Bob Dylan song, "I was so much older then, I'm younger than that
now."
Thank you, Dorina, Mihai, Corina, Anca, Loredana, and all the rest of
you who, through your embodiment of the Fulbright spirit and loyal
support of its mission have made this program possible.